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How am I feeling? Will I be Alright? What about my future? I could let this diagnosis destroy me completely. or I could stand and fight it as best as I can. With people like Dr.Karen in my life how could I possibly be mad or upset at the world. It happen I’m over feeling sorry for myself all I can do is move on and get healthier. I have too many great things in my life to every be sad or feel bad in myself. I just want to get to a good point and continue my life. No regrets only lessons learned and determination to do more greater things and less negative ones.

-Robin Mansions

Silenced; for being to young to be correct

Exiled; for standing alone for whats right and not being wrong in a flock of ignorance

Belittled; for being myself and not a mere copy or fascination of world

Tearful; because no one will ever no what struggles I went to or go through

Numb; never truly feeling because no one ever truly felt for me

Strong; because int a world like this what is there left to be

Tired; of everything in the world that just takes from me and hurts me oh so tremendously

Rodney; hurt from the world and waiting for something or someone to save me from the hell I’ve lived for so long.

Internally i feel nothing.
Nothing but a warm laugh now.
A cry only I see later.
I forgot what it means to feel.
So to feel again i forget.
The pain I’ve put myself in.
The shame I’ve seemed to hide in.
And I wonder…for more than six seasons I wonder?
Why Me??
And then i look back on my past and ask……
Why Not????